75% - Locked (:

flying off in approx. 6 hours.

so take care everyone!
if you guys need anything, or want anything just msg me. i've roaming. i'll see if i'll reply you if you text me random things though :D :D

most importantly,
take good & proper care of yourself, you. i'll miss you. & i know the same goes for you. but hopefully & maybe this time away will give us some time to think through things properly. i hope also that we can both think through things calmly & come to a proper closure. this past month's been pretty hard on the both of us, and pretty thought-provoking too.
what do we want in life? what do we wish to see in this? & how do we want to end this? it hasn't been easy. there are also times where circumstances leads us to re-think our actions, & regret our present self.
yet beneath all these lies inside of us, the ending we truly want to see.
so let this be time off for both you & me. & i pray, & hope, that at the end of these 10 days, things will get better. things will be more definite and questions will come to a close.
i love you, friend(:

"so will you miss me?"
"maybe.. maybe not :D"
i don't have the courage..

"tc, love you :)"
"ttyl la!"
but deep inside my heart is beating faster than ever, & my mind is running faster than the fastest runner.
all because of you.

"so a serious question. have you liked - before?"
"at first.. no."
"so means, yes now?"
"now.. still no :D HAHA."
actually, i never thought about it till today.

packing & packing. i'm going to be so sick & tired of it soon.
church tmr, then lunch somewhere.. then home after to continue packing(: dinner with family + awesome friends who send me off.. this shall prove to be pretty much awesome.

stressed.

leaving in less than 48 hours/:
anybody want anything from uk? just msg me.

packing my room.
packing my luggage.
painting my room.
2 down, 1 left to go.

"i'm not even going to try."
save yourself, then save others; truth is, you can't save yourself.

we all lean & fall backwards.
how much does it take for us to break?
how much are we willing to bend?

seesaw - how do you balance it?
equity? is it even seen in this world anymore? - "nothing is fair in this world."

black & white. who judges you? who tells you what's black & what's white.
who tells you what's wrong or what's right?

it's different to have someone close to you say something,
& an acquaintance tell you the exact same thing. the feeling that comes out of all that is different, it's unfamiliar & vague. it's irritating to the ears, and an eye sore for some.
these words, what do they tell you?

i believe.
my mind is a blank.
space out, give me air to breathe.

sometimes i feel like i can't even manage this well../:

sigh. ohwells.
time to go..

sometimes i wish i could just disappear.
i feel like i'm drifting away. different frequency & wavelengths ftw?